
Thank you – instead of posting more, I have been answering messages – and what a good feeling that was…hearing from old friends I never knew I had.
People asked where I have been – why has the blog sat inactive – and I’ve answered all who have asked – for those who didn’t ask, but are curious…I left here for so long to avoid drama and an attack from my past –
I am so thankful for all those who have followed me to the other site – found me there – and/or followed me back here. I could not post my new link – I had to start over, but I have started over in life many times. I couldn’t share the new page where I went to keep one person from following me – judging me by the person he/she thought I was – never knowing the real me – I could never allow that to happen.
I have worked too hard – too long – to draw that line – to keep that boundary – to become closer and closer to who I was meant to be. And, the one thing I will never do is go back.
I have made mistakes – allowing this person in my life was one of the biggest – but without my blunders, I would have missed out on some of the biggest blessings in my life. So I will take my mistakes – I own them – I’m not necessarily proud of them, but they are mine and I learned from them – and, thankfully, I did not allow them to hold me back – to make me live a life I would have been embarrassed of living.
To the person who unintentionally pushed me forward years ago – you pushed me this time as well. You pushed me to a place where I know for sure I have fully forgiven you – but I have not forgotten you – and I do not have a spot in my life for your unhappiness and judgment. I hope you are happier – wiser – and living a fulfilling life – a life where you never feel the need to hurt me or anyone else again.
Life is short – love your people…if you’re looking for your people, don’t settle along the way – your people are out there – and always, love the one in the mirror first.
As the 7th gets closer – the 13th anniversary of Tasha’s death – I ask for your positive thoughts and prayers….until next time…
